Have you ever had the feeling that you are falling apart?
Have you ever had the impression that part of you falls apart like leaves from trees, like petals from flowers?
Have you ever thought, that actually it’s a natural process of becoming oneself and you gave yourself permission to accept it?
Or perhaps, you still looking for and you are still missing those pieces that used to be an inseparable part of you?
If yes, have you experience anything new in your life since then?
Have you ever felt to trust into this process, because the universe gives us only what we need?
Or perhaps you decided to be angry with the universe because he made, because he organized that moment for you to start the process of becoming?
Or maybe you are really aware of that?
But, perhaps attachment to the past, made you call for fear which you quickly woke up and created as not the one who bothers you, but the one who protects you, but protects you from what, from whom?
The fear that has been hired by you as a guardian, a misty bubble you carefully created around you?
That sounds like a good plan? A good plan to drown out what is naturally changing, are you really feel that this is nourish your roots, your foundation?
Perhaps this moment right now will help you, will help many of us to…..
Wake up, bubbles broke into millions of pieces….
Try to see and feel yourself as a tree, with your feet grounded, with your roots nourished, with your hands raised up as a new branches with your eyes closed and with your heart open
Take a moment, take a deep slow breath into your new life and read something beautiful……
I’m BECOMING with you…
Have you heard? I just lost one more piece, but I’m not afraid, this is a new space inside me, happening through me , happening for me….
Me: Hello God.
Me: I’m falling apart. Can you put me back together?
God: I’d rather not.
God: Because you’re not a puzzle.
Me: What about all the pieces of my life that fall to the ground?
God: Leave them there for a while. They fell for a reason. Let them be there for a while and then decide if you need to take any of those pieces back.
Me: You don’t understand! I’m breaking!
God: No, you don’t understand. You’re transcending, evolving. What you feel are growing pains. You’re getting rid of the things and people in your life that are holding you back. The pieces are not falling down. The pieces are being put in place. Relax. Take a deep breath and let those things you no longer need fall down. Stop clinging to pieces that are no longer for you. Let them fall. Let them go.
Me: Once I start doing that, what will I have left?
God: Only the best pieces of yourself.
Me: I’m afraid to change.
God: I keep telling you: YOU’RE NOT CHANGING! YOU’RE BECOMING!
Me: Becoming, Who?
God: Becoming who I created you to be! A person of light, love, charity, hope, courage, joy, mercy, grace and compassion. I made you for so much more than those shallow pieces you decided to adorn yourself with and that you cling to with so much greed and fear. Let those things fall off you. I love you!
Don’t change! Become! Don’t change! Become! Become who I want you to be, who I created. I’m gonna keep telling you this until you remember.
Me: There goes another piece.
God: Yes. Let it be like this.
Me: So… I’m not broken?
God: No, but you’re breaking the darkness, like dawn.
It’s a new day.
Become!! Become who you really are!!”